My Deepest desire

My deepest desire the one that
i try never to listen to
is to get rid of everything
completely obliterate the past

perhaps....I don't have to be an ascetic to do that

but no!! this is my deepest desire
to own absolutely nothing
well, yes. except maybe a toothbrush....

i even despise the fact that i have to brush my teeth! 

no, the fact that my teeth could fall out if I don't brush them!

My Deepest Desire
"Free falling, complete" - Björk

my deepest desire: to only experience joy....

it's true. joy feels so good!

There are so many different feelings that could arise alongside crying...
but usually crying feels good too.